I'm scattered. I can't always verbalize my wishes. Can't always do effort to get going when I'm comfy somewhere, which makes me stretch things over a longer period of time. My own world dominates me, and I get tormented if I can't get satisfaction from the outer world to fit my inner world (Fi values, Se adventure?). I am also a bad organizer for things I dislike, because I'm really P, lol, so I need a good motive to get myself going and that can take a long time. [Did I already mention something similar in the beginning?] On the contrary, I am able to go for something if I really want it, so in that case I'm not bad at picking up what I want on a MOment (not long-term). Also, because I am adaptable, I can easily blend into different kind of things going on and be amused after all... I dislike my emotional vulnerability: I freak out easily (internally), I have mood swings,... I admire the ditzy side about it though, always fun(ny). I would want to feel less insecure & cautious, more determined!, less emotional
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I admire my authenticity. I would never have someone else telling me what to do or think, I always consider everything I'm told (sometimes to the point of rebeling:P). I also do things on my own pace. I like to take my time. It may come across as ignorant, but it's really not, I'm still in tune with my environment overall and I'm decent with people.
I like my empathy, but at the same time it's a curse, because it can bring me down.
I'm good at befriending anyone. So unless I get into a "Now I am reserved"-mode, it's all excellent. I appreciate people who don't notice or don't mind my reserved-mode (it just pops in sometime and then goes away after a while).
Haha, I like to argue or be like a kid, and that can cause trouble with some people, yet I do it just for teasing or for the sake of being bored. I love fooling around when I'm bored, I do. I don't think people "can't stand me" for a long time though, because I'm usually nice and ..stuff..
I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I appreciate honesty. Gets me into trouble with envious people or people who also have a very specific own thought about something ^^, but not for long. I also noticed some people take critisism very personally, yet I don't think that's the right attitude at a work place or something (Just a thought). I don't mind constructive critisism, but I really dislike personal attacks and try to stand my ground whenever possible.
I feel easily personally attacked, which is not always that necessary *blushes*.
I mentioned having 'trouble' with people a couple of times, but actually I don't really have that much trouble with people, unless they are very judgemental and then we just don't get along because I tend to backfire at them or usually stay away from them, lol. I'm peaceful, I don't make noise. I think that's fine?
I'm always up for compromising, but I've learned it can't always be used.
I think it's stupid I can attach myself to or feel responsible over people I care about, I like rationalizing my and other people's actions; makes more sense, makes me recognize and set my own boundaries better.
I am very fickle. I can be really bouncy and enthousiastic, then suddenly philosophical and laid back, and so on. It's weird. ^^ Yet it keeps things going for me (and others?).
Sometimes I feel accepted, sometimes I don't.
I think that is due to the lack of communication, overall. Someone stated isfp's tend to be nonverbal, and I would definetely agree with that...
I don't like standing out, but I don't like being invisible either. I always hope I'm kind of in between.. An individual but accepted in a group-kind-of-thing, ... an equal member..
I think this was a long post. Eh.
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